The Lord is waiting to show you His favor. He yearns to have pity on you, and happy are all who wait on Him.

As you all know, I have a special devotion to our dear St. Therese. I pray for her intercession often, but only a few times have I asked for a particular favor through a novena. Each time she has answered my novenas and sent me roses.

This past September I prayed another novena to St. Therese leading up to her feast day. I was asking God to grant me a healthy baby and a safe delivery for our little one that was due to be born around June 13th of this year. I finished the novena, but I never did receive a rose. The only roses I saw were those that others told me they had received and those pictured here on my blog, which don’t count, right? Where was my rose??

Shortly after, I stopped “looking” for roses and ended up forgetting about that particular novena I had prayed. One month later I found out that our little one had died. I lost our little Gabriel on November 24th, the very same day that I lost my first baby (he was born and baptized on the 24th and went to heaven on the 25th), and at the very same hospital, which I have avoided over the years as much as possible.

I don’t believe in coincidences and knew, as hard as it was at the time, that God must have had His reasons. He did! I have already noticed so many blessings that have come from our little Gabriel’s short life. I won’t share them all here on my blog since they are so personal, but I do want to share a little story about that “forgotten” novena.

Last week, when I was packing for the drive to California for my Grandfather’s funeral, I grabbed a few books to read on the way. One of the books I brought along was Archbishop Fulton Sheen’s St. Therese – A Treasured Love Story. I had read this particular book last summer, during my children’s swimming lessons, but remembering how inspired I was by it (and how distracted I was while reading!), I thought it would be nice to re-read some of it. I opened it up to Chapter 3: Saint Therese and the Virtues of Faith, Hope, and Perseverance, where I had left a bookmark, and read about “Love’s Delay.”

I wish I could share the whole chapter with you! Fulton Sheen talks about how love is not immediate, and that Scripture often tells us to “wait on the Lord.”

But to keep to the point. Here all through Scripture is the delay of love. If you start with great success you may be like a skyrocket. Go up with a lot of fire and noise and come down like a stick. Some of the hardest and cruelest words in Scripture are, “You have already had your reward.” You wanted something? You got it. That’s all you’ll ever have. So the Lord sometimes does not give us all that we want. But even when we so not receive it, we can find a divine answer as she [St. Therese] did.

Fulton Sheen reminds us that “God sometimes does say no in love’s delays.” He tells us that if we are praying for certain favors to be prepared for love’s delay, but keep praying.

So, never give up on your prayer, because the petition that you seek is distinct from the prayer itself. All prayer is dependence. Prayer is love. And you will find that as you love more you will be seeking less and less material favors. Maybe God is answering your prayers without our knowing it very often. In the divine intent, the day that Pope Leo put his finger over the lips of that fourteen-and-a-half year old girl, God had already decided that she was going to enter Carmel. And I am sure that when Pope Leo went to Heaven, the one thing that he was most sorry for in his whole life was that he told that little girl to keep still. Here we are praying to the Little Flower and not to Leo XIII. What a lesson that is! I am sure a few readers have said a prayer to Leo XIII, as great as he was, and he controlled the life of the Little Flower. You see, everything changes in the mind of God.

I went on to read the following chapter as well titled St. Therese and the Power of Intercession. In this chapter Fulton Sheen mentions that there are “actually three wombs. One is the womb of nature by which we are born physically, the second is the womb of grace, and the third is the womb of eternity.”

By this point I was thinking about Gabriel, and recalled my novena, last September, to St. Therese. Even though I didn’t receive the exact results that I was intending, or receive a rose from St. Therese, God did answer my prayer. Through the conditional baptism that we were able to give Gabriel, we were blessed with a spiritually healthy baby. And what more could we, as parents, ask for our children than a safe delivery into eternity!?!

Anyhow, we arrived home from our trip Saturday night, just in time to celebrate Lætare Sunday. I didn’t have much time to post, so I quickly updated and reposted my post from last year. Lætare Sunday is also known as “Rose Sunday” so wouldn’t you know that St. Therese would choose that particular day, with my novena for Gabriel last September so fresh in my mind, to send me my rose!!!

That very day I received a comment from a fairly new visitor, who did not know that I had had a recent miscarriage:

Happy Catholic Mother’s Day! I found a really cute rose bookmark with a sweet smiling baby on it. I don’t know why I feel like you are meant to have it but I do. Since I can’t shake that feeling I would love to actually get it to you:o) (maybe it is from St. Therese or something!!) If it is not too off the wall, you can send me your po box and I’ll mail it right away. Thanks for your great blog! Praise God for you and your beautiful family.

I, in total awe of God’s grace and love, emailed her back with my address and mentioned my novena for Gabriel. I logged in yesterday to find another email from her:

I’ve seen rose after rose and never thought–gee I should send this to Jessica–but the rose and the sweet smiling baby seemed just for you. I’m sort of in disbelief that I really just contacted someone I’ve never met and with such a story. I was so certain that I should get this to you that I practically tripped over my feet today to get your special letter in the mail.

I am now anxiously awaiting the arrival of my precious rose!!!! What great faith this new online friend must have, to recognize and act on a little prompting from God, like this!! I could hardly wait for hubby to get home yesterday to tell him this story, on his birthday and the traditional FEAST OF ST. GABRIEL!!!

God is good!

O Lord, You have said: Unless you become as little children you shall not enter the kingdom of heaven; grant us, we beg You, so to follow, in humility and simplicity of heart, the footsteps of the Virgin blessed Thérèse, that we may attain to an everlasting reward. Amen.


  1. Sara

    From another huge St. Therese fan—that story is giving me goosebumps! Is it little Gabriel sending his love? Or does it mean that another baby is on the way? Or both?

  2. Lena

    Praise be to God for your rose!

    May you continue to walk by FAITH. 2Cor 5:7

    Sancta Maria, Mater Dei ora pro nobis.


  3. Sarah

    How wonderful!

    What a wonderful post and I appreciate your sharing your personal thoughts and feelings with us! You are in my prayers!


  4. Aimee Landreneau

    Sweet Therese, how I love her!

    Thank you for sharing.

  5. Harmony

    God Bless you and your family. What a wonderful story. Thank you for sharing.

  6. Amy

    This made me cry and now Hubby is across the room wanting know what he did wrong, lol.
    This was so beautiful and so meaningful. I can’t tell you how these words have helped me too.
    Now that I am crying again, I am going to go and read about your Hubby’s birthday.
    God bless you Jessica!!

  7. Jen

    Wow. I really needed to read this. I have been trying to make heads or tails of our recent miscarriage, and prayer is the hardest thing. I also love St. Therese, and have received roses from her. What a beautiful gift from her AND your baby. I know he had something to do with it. 🙂

  8. Nancy Carabio Belanger

    Jessica, this is so beautiful that I am getting goosebumps! And you should know that the book I sent you is about the same thing: waiting for a rose from her. That also gave me goosebumps! Don’t you love how St. Therese works? I also think she has a sense of humor, which I have witnessed and love! She is my spiritual sister, and I am sure she is yours.

  9. Anonymous

    Dear Jessica,
    You made me cry! What a beautiful story, and a beautiful testament to your faith. St Therese loves you so much! I, too, have prayed a novena before and not received a rose and wondered what that meant… was I asking for something not within the will of God? Now I think that maybe I just wasn’t patient enough, and I should still be looking for it! You and your family are in our prayers.

  10. Anonymous

    Oh, Jessica…how very beautiful! May God bless you for your great faith, for your loving trust in His wisdom!

    I thank you for this post…this is a message that I need right now, as I’m living “Love’s delay…”

    Thank you, thank you, thank you…

  11. Cathy

    What a lovely story filled with blessings for so many. Thanks for sharing. I must try to find that Fulton Sheen book. It sounds wonderful!

  12. Donna-Marie Cooper O'Boyle

    What a beautiful post. I’m sure that it will inspire so many mothers.

    May God bless your family in great abundance!

    God bless and hugs,

    PS I will be addressing the pain and sorrow of miscarriages in a future book and also in a segment on EWTN. I have had three miscarriages. I have read your post about your baby in Heaven. My heart goes out to you as a Sister in Christ.

  13. Aimee Landreneau


    Do you know the name of the picture at the top of this post? I’d love to get my hands on a print to frame for Mary-Grace.

  14. Aubrey

    Jessica, your story is beautiful! I had no idea that you had lost your first son in such a difficult way. I was shocked and I am so sorry to hear it.

    I am encouraged to hear that our Little Flower is bringing your prayers to God. She is such a beautiful saint, a beautiful witness in her little way.

    God bless you!

  15. Nope

    Hey, i have a question… i prayed to St. Therese and asked for a rose. Tonight i just cliked on a random blog and there it was a beautiful red rose on the sidebar and the post was all full of pictures of roses. So my question is is that a answered yes to my question, is that my rose? Thanks,i am new to this!!!

  16. Jessica Gordon

    Thank you everyone for your kind comments and prayers!

    Nancy ~ I began reading the book this past weekend, and I’m really enjoying it. I haven’t had time to continue since returning from our trip, but now I am even more anxious to find the time!! Thank you!

    Donna-Marie ~ I can’t wait to read your upcoming book!!!

    Dessi ~ It very well could be! The rose can turn up anywhere, especially when we are least expecting it — at least that has been the way it has been for me.

  17. Anonymous

    What an amazing story! Thank you so much for sharing! You don’t know me, but I randomly found your blog months ago and I read it daily because it is so inspiring! I posted a comment after your miscarriage because I miscarried the day after you did. Through the power of prayer, I was able to feel peace about the loss of our child, but I still feel waves of intense sadness at times. This post about ‘Delay of Love’ is just what I need to recharge my feeling of peace and trust in God’s will. Thank you!! God bless you and your family!

    (I use to have a blog called Mygoobers.blogspot, but I’m not using that anymore if you’re trying to figure out who I am!) 🙂

  18. Allison

    Jessica, your writing is always a blessing…this post especially.

    I wonder if you see how God works through you and the faith connections you are making for others?

    Truly inspirational!

  19. Jessica Gordon

    Jennifer ~ I do remember you. I think about you often (especially when I remember my miscarriage) and wondered how you were doing. It seems that so many of us have suffered miscarriages lately! I will continue to keep you in my prayers. ♥

    +JMJ+ ~ I was hesitant to post this story, but it just seemed that God really wanted me to share it. I was surprised to see everyone’s response since it is so different than my “normal” posts… It is ALL Him!!

  20. Trina

    Isn’t it beautiful how our faith uplifts us?! Your openness to receiving the graces is awesome.

  21. Jamie Jo

    Beautiful, Jessica, just beautiful!


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